Tuesday, January 05, 2010

new chapter.

So here we are.. a new year, another page
a fresh start.
yet my mind is blank.
i have a lot of things going for me as we speak.
my last week of vacation. starting a newjob. finishing school.
still im somewhat.. unease.
what is it that keeps disturbing me.
i have proposed to myself positive thinking
sorounded myself with people who deserve it.
rebuilted my family bonds. redirected my clock
i even bought myself an agenda to keep track of my things,.
now where doi find peace.
inside me.
theres some sort of hollow i cant seemto fill up with nothing
nor water nor love nor thoughts .
i need to focus.
life passes me by . im ready for it. yet.. i need focus.
i dwell on things .
must think positive.
just have to push. "release"button and live.

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