Sehnsucht

And i desire yet i do not want
i ache and yet i do not feel the real pain
quite a contradiction inside my head
simple yet complicated
i ignore my senses yet they overcomsume me
i destroy everything around me yet the peace inside me
..contains me...
is beautifull and yet so horrible at the same time
hate and love all at once
just a simple thought..
and ironicly ..thats all i have..

The perfect drug - Nine Inch Nails

I've got my head, but my head is unravelling
Can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's travelling
I've got my heart, but my heart is no good
And you're the only one that's understood
I'd come along, but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go, but you're reaching, dragging, shaking me
Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you, the more I die

and I want you
and I want you
and I want you
and I want you

you are the perfect drug…the perfect drug…the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug…the perfect drug…the perfect drug

You make me hard, when I'm all soft inside
I see the truth, when I'm all stupid eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart

My blood, it wants to say hello to you
My fears, they want to get inside of you
My soul, it's so afraid to realize
How very little good is left of me

and I want you
and I want you
and I want you
and I want you

you are the perfect drug…the perfect drug…the perfect drug 5x
you are the perfect drug…the perfect drug…the perfect drug

take me if you want
take me if you want
take me if you want
take me if you want

without you…without you everything falls apart
without you…it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
without you…without you everything falls apart
without you…it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
without you…without you everything falls apart
without you…it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces