...Take this bittersweet spell of me....

to you

this one is for you...you know who you are because you know the meaning of this song :P ( no romance involved just in case), you have becomed quite special in such short notice, "...just chill ok?..." lol :D










Nymphetamine





Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A ‘V’ of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt
(Keeping Sodom at night at bay)

Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
None better
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Cradle of Filth

non existant

is nice to escape once in a while from ur normal life....disappear..while others think youre doing your normal chores you are actually suspended in space in a totally diferent place...great feeling, just to escape...become just non existant , unavailable for a few hours, almost as if you were dreamin away...always hoping that feeling would last forever...just you and the ocean...hehe...mission acomplished....

Pain

With every form you come,
you surprise me, hypnotize me
With every breath I take,
you're depriving, suffocating, choking
Now the time has come... when I tell myself,
there's nothing more I can take,
then you show me...
Will it matter right now?
if I'm already numb
Thats what you do to control me
So much sadness from me,
thats the way I feel
All the madness from me,
thats what makes you real
I don't want your pain
With every cut you make,
you expose me... 'cause you know me
With every bottle drink,
you can drown me, 'cause you fond me out
Now the time has come... when I tell myself,
there's nothing more I can take
then you show me...
Will it matter right now?
if I'm already numb
Thats what you do to control me
So much sadness from me,
thats the way I feel
All the madness from me,
thats what makes you real
I don't want your pain
With every form you take...
With cut you make...
So much pain
So much sadness from me,
thats the way I feel
All the madness from me,
thats what makes you real
I don't want your pain
So much sadness
So much sadness
Pain

-Stereomud-

??

ok one week your tellin me u need some air and the other ur all over me shootin fireworks and everything? make up your mind ! thank god i dont think bout these kinds of things too much or else i would of gone crazy...and if i coment about your adttitude you just avoid the situation and never know howto explain?, i was warned ( yeah i got the 'i told you so") if you dont ever get your mind straight how is it that im going to know what you want

free?

this you call free?
the fact that i 95% of the times feel like in a cage
with no exit door
thats free?
how everytime i speak up somehow i always fall down
and theres never anybody around to help me back on my feet
free you say?
that isnt a word with meaning in this world anymore
freedom of mind is barely existant
life in a eternal cage is what we get
few ..very few find out what free really means
the rest of us just stick to the word life instead

untitled

in between my worlds i lie
i have no idea what so ever of what will come next
i wonder , sometimes im even afraid
i live my life as if it was always my last day
and yet,
im never satisfied
never pleased , never full
never feel like a whole soul
but no one does
you never feel whole until u drop your last breath