Secret

Years have been, never expected, never thought, not even dreamed. I was handed this moment, this minute, this ethereal second, from you.. and in between the sheets you bloomed, such beauty, such passion,
Such secret
And in the darkness you were mines, and only mines to keep.
My hands wandered off on your soft skin as if it was an endless landscape in a utopian dream.
Your lips caressed mines and your silent moans only for my ears to receipt.
 Not years, not months, nor days would compare to how intense it feels to have your heartbeats echo in the abyss of you and me..

Note to self.

Always remember that things CAN fail. Theres always a margin for errors, and that life is what happens when your plans go upside down. Dont take it so hard on youself. Mistakes is what makes us real. And overcoming them is what makes us humans. 

new chapter.

So here we are.. a new year, another page
a fresh start.
yet my mind is blank.
i have a lot of things going for me as we speak.
my last week of vacation. starting a newjob. finishing school.
still im somewhat.. unease.
what is it that keeps disturbing me.
i have proposed to myself positive thinking
sorounded myself with people who deserve it.
rebuilted my family bonds. redirected my clock
i even bought myself an agenda to keep track of my things,.
now where doi find peace.
inside me.
theres some sort of hollow i cant seemto fill up with nothing
nor water nor love nor thoughts .
i need to focus.
life passes me by . im ready for it. yet.. i need focus.
i dwell on things .
must think positive.
just have to push. "release"button and live.