sleepless purple

inner world i never hold
love never untold
shadeless beauty
inner mistery
hurt unspoken

pain and emotions
under the moon awaits
a sleepless purple takes over the sky
and yet she reamains
wihtout saying a word
yet screaming inside my head
inner passion
inner rage
sleepless purple in silence remains

`

dilema

things can be so beautifull with you
and yet so painfull inside my head
it almost sufocates me

and yet ..i do want it ..but for the first time
i just cant do it...

or mayb i can...but i just cant
and thats why it hurts

see this is the side of life
i sometimes just do not understand
why so unfair
theres always a twist

and here it is ,,right on my face and i just let it slip throught my fingers
i just let you slip throught my fingers
and silently ill loose you
and you wont even know that i ever wanted you
cuz....i just cant