Note to self.

Always remember that things CAN fail. Theres always a margin for errors, and that life is what happens when your plans go upside down. Dont take it so hard on youself. Mistakes is what makes us real. And overcoming them is what makes us humans. 

new chapter.

So here we are.. a new year, another page
a fresh start.
yet my mind is blank.
i have a lot of things going for me as we speak.
my last week of vacation. starting a newjob. finishing school.
still im somewhat.. unease.
what is it that keeps disturbing me.
i have proposed to myself positive thinking
sorounded myself with people who deserve it.
rebuilted my family bonds. redirected my clock
i even bought myself an agenda to keep track of my things,.
now where doi find peace.
inside me.
theres some sort of hollow i cant seemto fill up with nothing
nor water nor love nor thoughts .
i need to focus.
life passes me by . im ready for it. yet.. i need focus.
i dwell on things .
must think positive.
just have to push. "release"button and live.