forget

its amazin how i loose track of time when im with you
short terms of moments that i always hope that last forever
and yet i wake up the next day hoping id see you again some day
but you just fade away
so many things i wanna say and do, its hard to think when im around you
i wonder if im always going to be in this back and foward motion with
you inside my head
everyday now it just hurts more the actual fact that i find myself missing you
and i just fucking hate to feel for you cuz you are just another dead end
you tend to proove me wrong every once in a million years and all the sudden im well again
i hate this
i hate the fact that i, in a certain way adore you
i hate the way you are just never there
i hate the way you look at me and i hate the way you deny
and i just fuckin hate the amazin way you make me feel when we pretend theres a you and me
and then it just disappears
you tell me what to do
because for me the only way out is to forget
just the way you sometimes do