Secret

Years have been, never expected, never thought, not even dreamed. I was handed this moment, this minute, this ethereal second, from you.. and in between the sheets you bloomed, such beauty, such passion,
Such secret
And in the darkness you were mines, and only mines to keep.
My hands wandered off on your soft skin as if it was an endless landscape in a utopian dream.
Your lips caressed mines and your silent moans only for my ears to receipt.
 Not years, not months, nor days would compare to how intense it feels to have your heartbeats echo in the abyss of you and me..

Note to self.

Always remember that things CAN fail. Theres always a margin for errors, and that life is what happens when your plans go upside down. Dont take it so hard on youself. Mistakes is what makes us real. And overcoming them is what makes us humans. 

new chapter.

So here we are.. a new year, another page
a fresh start.
yet my mind is blank.
i have a lot of things going for me as we speak.
my last week of vacation. starting a newjob. finishing school.
still im somewhat.. unease.
what is it that keeps disturbing me.
i have proposed to myself positive thinking
sorounded myself with people who deserve it.
rebuilted my family bonds. redirected my clock
i even bought myself an agenda to keep track of my things,.
now where doi find peace.
inside me.
theres some sort of hollow i cant seemto fill up with nothing
nor water nor love nor thoughts .
i need to focus.
life passes me by . im ready for it. yet.. i need focus.
i dwell on things .
must think positive.
just have to push. "release"button and live.

Pensamientos

Son las tres de la mañana..

Debería de estar dormida. Mañana sera otro día.

Sin embargo me encuentro pensando.. en la intensidad de tus besos, la eternidad de tus labios y tus manos sobre mi cuerpo.

Dulces sueños.

Tic-Toc

the time has come to wake up
drop your charades , finish the game
i have opened my eyes again
and what a view.
things need to be fixed
i am healing. i need to breathe
climb that step
i've been avoiding ,
its time
to
m o v e o n

Contradiccion

Como el tiempo pasa. como nosotros nos volvimos tu y yo.
como ahora soy solo yo.
y entre mi silencio y mis mil pensamientos relfexiono en que si fue lo correcto
tantas desiciones que se toman sin pensar para luego decir lo siento.
si.. yo lo siento,
que te hayas quedado con mi tiempo. si .. eso lo siento
que hayas recortado mi cielo y que lo remplaces con espejos .. definitivamente siento
lo siento.. cuantas veces escucho esto.
que sientes?
has sentido las veces que rompiste mi pecho?
o las veces que te dije te quiero. te amo. te adoro. te extraño.
y increiblemente siempre regresas.
y siempre lo acepto!
como es esto?
las miles de veces que te pierdo te encuentro
me encuentras.. me secuestras
me vuelves etcetera...
lo intento.. me defiendo... pero pierdo cuando me plantas tus besos
si.. eso yo lo siento.
ya tu te quedas con todo esto. pues ya no queda nada aqui dentro
hasta tu regreso... no siento

reorganize

so you fall you stumble but hey its a part of an everyday schore right?
with time things end up making sense even if it all seems so blurry now
things pick up as others just get lost
stationary vacations are never a good option
time moves foward . slips throught your fingers if you dont catch up
you loose. you win
you cry. you laugh
meditate life
time to change
leavin behind what holds me down
time to smile
shame for those who dont apretiate i wont stay around to see the grief
time to reorganize
time to breathe
time to leave :)

¨..what you do in life echoes for eternity..¨

no words

as I slip into your trance
I loose knowledge of time
while I fade into your kiss
and play with your lips
while my hands feel your soft skin
you breathe out and I breathe you in
words all the sudden simply become short ,meaningless
no need for words
space becomes nonexistent between you and I
and you end up over consuming me while I loose my mind

one more song

..i dont need more words than this. last one!..
had to get it out of my chest. te solte.


Gustavo Cerati
Crimen

La espera me agotó
no se nada de vos
dejaste tanto en mí
En llamas me acosté
y en un lento degradé
supe que te perdí

¿Qué otra cosa puedo hacer?
si no olvido, moriré
y otro crimen quedará
otro crimen quedará
sin resolver

Una rápida traición
y salimos del amor
tal vez me lo busqué.
Mi ego va a estallar
ahí donde no estás
oh… los celos otra vez

¿Qué otra cosa puedo hacer?
si no olvido moriré
y otro crimen quedará
otro crimen quedará
sin resolver.

No lo sé
cuanto falta no lo sé
si es muy tarde no lo sé
si no olvido, moriré
que otra cosa puedo hacer?
que otra cosa puedo hacer?
Ahora sé lo que es perder

Otro crimen quedará
otro crimen quedará
sin resolver....

bueh

ill always wonder ..
yet i guess ill never know
ill never tell
and neither will you
things fell
and yet i dont know why i still wonder
how long does it take. to forget all about you.

???

where did the fireworks go
the shooting stars
the shiny moons and magic cars
i seem to be in this place where apparently ive forgotten my way
i cant remember whats the catch
whats that thing
that extra twist
im forgetting what was it that amazed me about you
and it hurts me so to say it
where did it all go
where did that perfect ending go

Foo Fighters- Everlong

pa ti..

Hello. I've waited here for you. Everlong.
Tonight I throw myself into,And out of the red, out of her head she sang.
Come down and waste away with me. Down with me,
Slow how, you wanted it to be,I'm over my head, out of her head she sang.

And I wonder when I sing along with you,If everything could ever be this real forever.
If anything could ever be this good again,The only thing I'll ever ask of you.
You gotta promise not to stop when I say when.
She sang:

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in,Hold you in, and now, I know you've always been.
Out of your head, out of my head I sing.

And I wonder when I sing along with you,If everything could ever be this real forever.
If anything could ever be this good again,The only thing I'll ever ask of you.
You gotta promise not to stop when I say when.
She sang:

And I wonder,If everything could ever be this real forever.
If anything could ever be this good again,The only thing I'll ever ask of you.
You gotta promise not to stop when I say when

te sueño

mientras contemplo en mis pensamiento la eternidad de tus besos
...me enredo...
entre tus brazos al ritmo del corazon sobre tu pecho me duermo ..
... y me pierdo..
en esos segundos dentro de tus ojos que se vuelven milenios
..y siento..
que solo contigo se calma la locura constante que llevo dentro..
con una simple sonrisa o un simple deseo..
..y un pequeño te quiero..
no creo que sea mucho pero si lo deseo
y a veces dentro de mi osuridad con una sonrisa plasmada en mi cara
..solo te sueño..

sleepless purple

inner world i never hold
love never untold
shadeless beauty
inner mistery
hurt unspoken

pain and emotions
under the moon awaits
a sleepless purple takes over the sky
and yet she reamains
wihtout saying a word
yet screaming inside my head
inner passion
inner rage
sleepless purple in silence remains

`

dilema

things can be so beautifull with you
and yet so painfull inside my head
it almost sufocates me

and yet ..i do want it ..but for the first time
i just cant do it...

or mayb i can...but i just cant
and thats why it hurts

see this is the side of life
i sometimes just do not understand
why so unfair
theres always a twist

and here it is ,,right on my face and i just let it slip throught my fingers
i just let you slip throught my fingers
and silently ill loose you
and you wont even know that i ever wanted you
cuz....i just cant

plural

a quien le sirva el sombrero que se lo ponga

i will no longer be a part of your sad simpathy
i will no longer think for you or help
how stupid was i to think that you could posibly give back what i give you
any of you
i feel such a large anger i just rather not even bother on providing you my presence
not well appretiated, never understood
while i always have to understand your BULLSHITS
it ends here
no more attachements
NO MORE SHARING
it was never share
fuck that
wow, really i just cant believe, it would come down all to this

rotten apple

whats the answer to all of this
i feel like im a walking dissapointment
i am
i dont have a clear point of view anymore
everything is blurry
i lack of motivaion
i lack of life
im sorry for wha i became to you
just a rotten apple
im sorry for the pain i caused you
i just wish me going away would make it better
but i guess running away is just not the answer
so what is?
what am i suposed to do
..just dissapear...

no entiendo..

...no me explico como cada vez que te encuentro se me pierde la mirada en tus ojos
como cada vez que me acerco me pierdo en tu perfume y sueño
como ...despues de tanto tiempo...todavia en ti pienso
y simplemente es el hecho de verte me causa todo esto
como las ansias de quererte me surgen de repente
como carajo
si ya esto se supone que es pasado
como es que todavia en tu sonrisa me cuelgo
y tu corazon deseo
y nunca lo tengo..

:?

ive decided myself for new things
tired of looking up to something that makes me waste my time
not worht my words , not worth my thoughts
it will simply fade in the air just the way it came
i just hate the way things always end in my way to just waste away...

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